Mad paper stay, and grudge not here to burne
With all those sonnes whom my braine did create,
At lest lye hid with mee, till thou returne
To rags againe, which is thy native state.
What though thou have enough unworthinesse
To come unto great place as others doe,
That's much; emboldens, pulls, thrusts I confesse,
But'tis not all; Thou should'st be wicked too.
And, that thou canst not learne, or not of mee;
Yet thou wilt goe? Goe, since thou goest to her
Who lacks but faults to be a Prince, for shee,
Truth, whom they dare not pardon, dares preferre.
But when thou com'st to that perplexing eye
Which equally claimes love and reverence,
Thou wilt not long dispute it, thou wilt die;
And, having little now, have then no sense.
Yet when her warme redeeming hand, which is
A miracle; and made such to worke more,
Doth touch thee (saples leafe) thou grow'st by this
Her creature; glorify'd more then before.
Then as a mother which delights to heare
Her early child mis-speake halfe uttered words,
Or, because majesty doth never feare
Ill or bold speech, she Audience affords.
And then, cold speechlesse wretch, thou diest againe,
And wisely; what discourse is left for thee?
For, speech of ill, and her, thou must abstaine,
And is there any good which is not shee?
Yet maist thou praise her servants, though not her,
And wit, and vertue,'and honour her attend,
And since they'are but her cloathes, thou shalt not erre,
If thou her shape and beauty'and grace commend.
Who knowes thy destiny? when thou hast done,
Perchance her Cabinet may harbour thee,
Whither all noble ambitious wits doe runne,
A nest almost as full of Good as shee.
When thou art there, if any, whom wee know,
Were sav'd before, and did that heaven partake,
When she revolves his papers, marke what show
Of favour, she alone, to them doth make.
Marke, if to get them, she o'r skip the rest,
Marke, if shee read them twice, or kisse the name;
Marke, if she doe the same that they protest,
Marke, if she marke whether her woman came.
Marke, if slight things be'objected, and o'r blowne,
Marke, if her oathes against him be not still
Reserv'd, and that shee grieves she's not her owne,
And chides the doctrine that denies Freewill.
I bid thee not doe this to be my spie;
Nor to make my selfe her familiar;
But so much I doe love her choyce, that I
Would faine love him that shall be lov'd of her.
[To M^rs M. H. O'F: To M. M. H. 1633-69, A18, N,
TCC, TCD: no title, A25, B, C, P: Elegie. S96]
[2 sonnes] Sunnes B, S96
my 1633: thy 1635-69: Chambers attributes thy to 1633]
[3 returne] returne. 1633]
[7 That's much; emboldens, A18, N, TC: That's much,
emboldens, 1633-54: That's much emboldness, 1669: That's
much, it emboldens, B, P]
[8 all; Thou A18, N, TC: all, thou 1633-69]
[10 goe? Goe, Ed: goe, Goe, 1633-69]
[14 reverence, Ed: reverence. 1633: reverence:
1635-69]
[22 mis-speake] mispeake 1633]
[27 For, 1633: From 1635-69, and MSS.
her, Ed: her 1633-69]
[31 erre, 1669: erre 1633-54]
[40 she alone, 1633: she, alone, 1635-69]
[41 get them, she o'r skip] get them, she do skip A18
(doth), N, TC: get them, she skip oare A25, C, O'F
(skips): get to them, shee skipp B, P]
[44 whether 1633: whither 1635-69]
[47 grieves 1633: grieve 1635-69]